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Open Letter to God. [Jul. 19th, 2004|06:15 pm]
Sauce1977

Dear God,

My right knee hurt so much today that I couldn't help on set construction for my friend's film.

This caused me to use the idle time to think, which also hurt.

I picked out a film, The Good Girl, which actually was quite a wonderful story . . . also, it was sad, and it made me hurt.

Then, I talked to Heidi on the phone, and I communicated my hurt. The communication hurt to communicate.

I slept for a while, and I dreamt of a really weird suspense thriller about kids and a dangerous criminal. It hurt.

The other day, my subconscious gave me a strange daydream about feces production and a city. That daydream hurt.

I'm usually never sure of who I am, in every sense, since I have been a child, just before puberty. This hurts.

I'm very lonely as of recent days, and this loneliness also hurts.

God, if You are a lonely entity, I can see how we are created in Your image.

Thanks I guess,

Christopher.



Post-Script:

God, my mom's happy-letter arrived in the mail today, as I was about to post this. You are a sly entity, let it be known.
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[User Picture]From: gjenkins05
2004-07-19 08:19 pm (UTC)
Interesting... And of course, after that is written a happy-letter arrives, lol.
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[User Picture]From: sauce1977
2004-07-19 10:14 pm (UTC)
I think this is some sort of game because He (or whatever anyone believes, the Great Magnet, apply as needed) knows I'm demanding.

So demanding, that even with literally no money, I put NCAA Football 2005 on credit.
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[User Picture]From: gjenkins05
2004-07-19 10:21 pm (UTC)
LOL. Hey, gotta do what you gotta do. I am with you on that, though. Nice choice in games, by the way. lol.
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[User Picture]From: sauce1977
2004-07-19 10:23 pm (UTC)
I was going to wait until the end of the month, but this knee may not heal up enough for tomorrow.
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[User Picture]From: gjenkins05
2004-07-19 10:44 pm (UTC)
Well, I hope it does... but if it doesn't, at least enjoy the game. :)
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[User Picture]From: fruitpunch76
2004-07-20 04:40 am (UTC)
You did WHAT?!?!??!?!?!?

Hee hee, just kidding.

I would have thought you would have gotten Madden instead, but I know that you enjoy the NCAA stuff as well.
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[User Picture]From: sauce1977
2004-07-22 02:26 pm (UTC)
If Madden was also out now, I'd probably splurge for that too.

Those games take up so much time, and they're very fun.
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[User Picture]From: sauce1977
2004-07-19 10:14 pm (UTC)
Thanks, Marcus.

I always feel close to you for some reason.
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[User Picture]From: renazle_dazzle
2004-07-20 12:31 am (UTC)
45644163584979362514678949663597865465414165454652464651254631456456214564631497 BILLION HUGS. I am sorry you hurt. That would be awesome if your girl could just move in with you. Long distance sucks.
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[User Picture]From: sauce1977
2004-07-20 02:08 am (UTC)
Thank you.

That's a lot of hugs.
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[User Picture]From: nostalgic_woe
2004-07-23 02:45 am (UTC)
Man I missed reading your entries, i always find great interest in them! I'm back on LJ hahaha after a long break! "The Good Girl" was a surprisingly good film! Hope you feel better with your knee and loneliness...i know the pain of loneliness, but you'll get through it! And yes, God works in very mysterious ways! Take care Chris!

-Jeremiah
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[User Picture]From: sauce1977
2004-07-23 06:25 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you're doing well, Jeremiah!

I'm pulling a bit back from the LJ to do a lil' NCAA Football 2005, hardcore marathon-style.

Right now, USC is my team in the 'dynasty mode.' It's like 2030-something, and I've cleared NCAA scholarship probation from some violations around some players who turned out to be really bad apples.

My star QB recruit has had two major injuries to his throwing arm . . . . . . then he starts cheating on exams (he was rated as a good kid) . . . oh the tangled webs people weave.

The Good Girl wasn't something I went out to see because Aniston doesn't really get me to the theatres. However, that story was really cool, and that Holden-character played by Mr. Donnie Darko was interesting enough to drive the story to the conclusion.

I will get through the lean times. I'm hoping there's a much better time because . . . that better time will seem oh so much better.
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[User Picture]From: nostalgic_woe
2004-07-24 12:42 am (UTC)
NCAA sounds really fun! They add so many new features to games that it really does keep you addicted!

Yea, i rented "Good Girl" cuz of the same reason!

I know you'll get through the hard times!
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